Day 5: A Picture of Your Favorite Memory

This is a picture of all the senior dancers on our last homecoming </3

Coach Rachel in the middle (:

If You Want Me To - Ginny Owens

Love

Day 4: A Picture of Your Favorite Night

My favorite night was prom night 2011 <3

withh my amazing boyfriend david (:

Strong Enough- Matthew West

I was on my way to school this morning when this song came on..

I started crying because it reminds me of my everyday struggle with this eating disorder.

Then as i was really listening, i realized that god only gives us as much as we can handle..

The beginnng of the song says "you must think im strong enough" which is what god thinks.

He KNOWS that im strong enough to overcome this eating disorder and with the lord all things are possible...

listen to it (:

It really spoke to me

PowderPuff 2012 [SENIOR SWAG]

Day 3: A Picture With Your Favorite TV Cast

I LOVE friends <3

Day 2: A person You have been close with forever

This is my mema (grandma)

Iv been close with her ever since i was a wee little baby (:

Having WAY to much fun with photo editor (:

Day 1: 15 Facts

1: I hate pizza and ice cream with a BIG passion

2: I worry and over analyze everything

3: Im weirdly obsessed with my eyelashes and mascara

4: My favorite color is HOT PINK

5: Unlike some teenagers i have fun without partying and drinking

6: My nails are always painted

7: Im literally terrified of people touching my feet, i will cry..

8: I love to read books

9: I get very frustrated when i cant get my point across

10: I want lots of tattoos

11: I have a big shopping problem

12: i secretly wanted to be a cheerleader (shh dont tell the dance team)

13: My mother and my grandma are my biggest supporters

14: I love GOD

15: My favorite person to talk to is david lee burns <3

My NEW 30 day challenge (:

Soo i changed my 30 day challenges, i liked this one better!

My Daily Struggle

How is it that those closest to me
seem to understand the least.

These people i love so much
cannot seem to see my fight,
understand my reality.

They are naive,
Naive to the disorder, the facts
and the presence of it in their lives.

Comments stream from their mouths,
like water from a faucet.
A constant flow until the know is turned.
Only then do they hush, but never stop to understand why.

This is real, its my life and my struggle.
Its seems so easy to them.
Fix it quickly and quietly.
If only it were that simple,
Do you thik i would have missed out on that?
That i want this?

Recognize this, see it in the someone you know
Do not pretend it will go away.

Only in the fighting will it get better

My adorable mother (:

So today i was looking in my rear view mirror when i saw these little words that said "life is good" facing me! My amazing mother put that up there to remind me that god makes your life beautiful!

gosh i just love her!

here's a picture of me and my momma (: