Rough Days..?

Ever have those reaaalllyyy bad days where nothing seems to be going right, and you keep praying to god asking "WHY ME?!" I know there is a reason for everything but god can you please show me now instead of waiting days/months/years... Fighting and realizing alcohol makes relationships go south, realizing your NOT as pretty as the girls on the Internet, or finally having it set in that i will NEVER see my grandma alive because shes in a coma in Maryland :(

I'm not as pretty as these girls...

 I don't have a perfect face or makeup...

 Perfect hair? FAR from it..

 Do i seriously need to dress like a slut to make me feel better?

 The only way to get a flat stomach like this for me is to stop eating. completely.

....

I miss my grandma :(

<3

I miss having a good relationship with my boyfriend.

God made me perfect? But somehow my feelings about myself over weigh his.. and I'm not sure how to change that.

Mama's Birthday Weekend!

This weekend was my mama's birthday! :) I had school off on friday so we went down to the The Refinery to get facials.. SO nice! Then we met my dad down town at rock bottom cafe for lunch! YUMMY!

Later that night we went rollerblading at the metrodome! {you can go and rollerblade around the field where the consessions are} It was a lot of fun!

{yah we're cool, don't hate}

Looking forward to my week of (SPRING BREAK) WHOHOO!





My Weekend [In Picturess]

THURSDAY:

I went to the varsity basketball game against st. Francis. again.. WE WON :) It was such a good game we scored the winning point with 17 seconds left of the game!

FRIDAY:

During the day my mama & i went to stillwater to go prom dress shopping & to have lunch :)

I got a black prom dress, but its a surprise so i cant show pictures!

Friday night i went to the gopher hockey game with my friend Kelsey [like always] WE WON! :)

SATURDAY:

It was my daddy's birthday! He's 43.. I know, young parents right?! Lol. We made him french toast for breakfast then went to Lifeway christian store in maple grove..I got this devotional journal, i LOVE it.

After we went to see "The adventures of Tin Tin" [It was the only PG show that my younger sister could see] But it was really good actually! After we went to Big Bowl [at the rosedale mall] for dinner with my grandparents, then we went back home for chocolate cake :)



Today is a girls day with mama & my sister! My dad is on a business thing for a few days..

Have a good Sunday everyone!



Empower 2012 & God's Presence!

This weekend was wonderful! Me and my mama went to the empower conference at edinbrook church on Saturday! It was so good to feel god's presence with me the whole time!

We started out the day leaving our house at 7:30 listening to 98.5 {Christian channel}

{Empower!}



We worshiped with god...

On the left is Amanda..{Our Worship Leader} and on the right is our other singer Ana (:

Then we had an awesome lunch :)

Cuties!

I learned SO much from this retreat on now i can strengthen my relationship with god. Yesterday my mama asked me to do the dishes.. My first thought was "oh my gosh NOO" but then i quickly remembered that every little chance i get alone is a chance for me to talk to god. So i plugged in my ipod and listened to christian music & talked to him about what i was going to do better in my life. After it was done i was wishing i had more dishes to do! :)

Also, before i go, my beautiful best friend is in the hospital. Prayers for her would be AWESOME! <3

Christmas Breaaaaak!

For break i went to theee beautiful crystal falls with my boyfriend! It is SO pretty there (:

He Also got a little baby beagle! (: Named midget.

 Midget & i!

                                                                David & Midget playing (:

                                                                      Sleepy Pie :)

His first ride (: He didn't like it to much...

Love himmmm <3